Don't know why I'm feeling like this. Somehow, I don't feel secure. Innate fear perhaps. I do want him to tell me everything, though the insecurity is there, and it scares and makes me think he's hiding things from me, though I trust that he isn't. I hate feeling like this, but I don't know how to get rid of it. I can't live with this insecurity in me, because it will drive me insane. I need to find a way to get rid of it. I hate how this is affecting me.

I don't know how to get rid of this. I need to do it no matter what, somehow or other, I really need to. I trust him a lot, but somehow, I don't trust myself at all.